I've lived and loved,
I've hugged and kissed,
I've done my duty,
I've paid my dues,
I've erred and also made amendments,
And I want to believe I've inspired people,
I fought with all my strength and lost too many times to count,
I've smiled even when in pain,
And I've tried not to worry others,
But I'm tired to pretend I'm ok,
I'm drenched with despair,
No soul is left in this carcass...
And though I don't know what awaits for me when dead,
Don't know if there's relief or torment,
I'm ready to take that path
I'm ready to be one with the nothingness,
I'm so ready to become a memory in my kin's mind,
I'm ready to burn to ashes and be brushed off by the wind,
I'm so bloddy ready to die.
